>Γιατί μου συμβαίνει αυτό λαγκ? Γιατί να μην έχω φίλους?
I wish I knew the answer. I've come to the conclusion some of us are quite simply unlucky, like you know people who are smart and qualified but still can't land on a decent job. To others I appear as if I have friends and shit but it's only γνωστούς that I have and I have to beg them to notice I still exist. I get along with many people I've encountered at uni, online, jobs, but they don't care enough to remain friends and keep in touch with me.
From what I've noticed most people who have παρέες and κολλητό those friendships formed in high-school or uni the latest, if you're past that forget about it, those people already have a core of friends, even if it's a small circle and they don't actually feel the need to expand it.
You'll never fit in and you'll never be accepted in an already established παρέα.
>θα μετανιώσω πικρά για τα χαμένα χρόνια
Oh yes you will, but it's a positive sign you are aware of this so there might be hope you could get your shit together, whereas I just lost what were supposed to be the best years of my life feeling insecure, afraid, and socially awkward resulting in so many lost opportunities that when I look back I want to kys. I probably will anyway.